All the boxes in the attic
- All the chests ajar
- No duct tape on cardboard
- all accessible why won't you open them?
- what spiders have woven is soft and wiggly
- you should not be afraid: won't you open them?
- webs protect what I threw in boxes long ago
- making sure never to put solid objects and lawyers
- on the same pile with starry-eyed
- They all rotted inside
- Some boxes had been filled earlier
- left to me by all the mothers I could have had
- some never opened
- life unexamined
- unable to say
- that I have met a boxer, a private detective, a hungry mother,
- someone trying madly to get into the book of records
- by doing something preposterous and sad
- not merely to say I met them
- but to hear thoughts of those more adept at
- screaming
- bleeding
- shadowboxing
- I painted a box in whimsical colors,
- hallucinogenic flowers and mad love
- I try to keep it empty
- try every day
- it has plenty of air and sometimes some light
- it is livable
- stay out
- Ksenija Simic-Muller once lived in Belgrade, former Yugoslavia, where she published a collection of short stories and a collection of poems. She now spends most of her time being an educator focusing on social justice mathematics. She is not related to Charles Simic.